
Dear Heron Dancers:
These trees, these woods, bring out the quietness in me. Sometimes, in the late afternoon, around 4 o'clock, the light turns so soft that the phrase "an incredible lightness of being" often comes to mind. That's the name of a film I saw once, a film that has nothing to do with these woods, or any woods really, but it somehow fits. Trees take on a kind of flickering magic as the sunlight reflects off leaves, pine needles and the forest floor. Shades of green shimmer and tremble. When the wind hits the meadow waves form, waves of shadow and light. It seems a single life form.
I've been walking the woods a lot lately, and down through the meadow, and up the hill on the other side thinking about things. The other day, an owl, a barred owl I think, lifted off the forest floor and flew up into the canopy. White-throated sparrows sing a lot in those woods, their song a beautiful, clear penetrating melody
(click here to listen).I recently watched an excellent documentary on the life of poetCharles Bukowski
(Bukowski: Born Into This). Yes, Bukowski was an alcoholic and suffered from mental illness, but he also wrote and submitted thousands of poems, stories and essays to hundreds of publications. His work had a kind of penetrating simplicity. In the film, Bono, Tom Waits and Sean Penn read his poetry and talk about the impact his work had on their lives. Bukowski worked at night at the post office. It was a mindless job—one that allowed him to pour his heart and soul into his writing.
As I grow older, more and more of the economic and political details keep pushing in, and I wonder what became of that early inner quietness that allowed me to move out of my own center.
An Open Life: Joseph Campbell in Conversation with Michael Toms
Campbell's right: the creeping, sneaky details subvert your relationship with your inner world, with your creative work. For instance, business management details. An artist needs to think all this through so that the structure of his or her life and work supports the creation of art.
In my twenties, I lived with artists, many of them women. I noticed that when they approached the age of thirty, the marriage problem came up with each one. "I have to get married now and have a child." When the female within calls the sculptor who has found her instruments of power, the mallet and chisel, her art falls apart because she can't carry a serious art career unless she is at it, and nothing else, all day long.
Unless you seek art as a man whose hair is on fire seeks a pond, don't pursue it.
- Joseph Campbell from A Joseph Campbell Companion edited by Diane Osbon
My problems are not marriage or baby-related (whoa...that's a scary thought!) but management. People management is an art just like painting or sculpture. I've been trying for years and if anything, as I've gotten deeper and deeper into art, my people skills have deteriorated rather than improved. I'm throwing in the towel.
Heron Dance is about to get simpler. Within a week or so, Amazon will take over the sale and shipping of all our books and notecards (Heron Dance will link directly to the Amazon website, and checkout will be through their shopping cart), and our prints will be offered only through Imagekind. Heron Dance will launch a new website to facilitate all this.
And I'm spending a lot more time at my studio in the woods, walking in the soft light of late afternoon, listening to white-throated sparrows and painting from the flow that goes on there, where I find a sense of peace. That's got to be good for my art. And my writing; Heron Dance should be able to better maintain its publishing schedule.
As long as creative people feel in harmony with their work and are progressing they are happy and fulfilled. When therelationship breaks down, their interior life also breaks down.
- Ira Progoff from At a Journal Workshop
Thank you to all who stick with this work, who have supported it through all of the ups and downs over the last fifteen plus years. I am grateful to be able to do this work.
In celebration of the Great Dance of Life,
Roderick W. MacIver
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